Write like you're running out of time

Wanna know what made me cry today?

After having the soundtrack memorized for years I finally had the time to sit down and watch the actual show (amazing as expected) and I had a moment when (SPOILER) at the end when Hamilton knew he was going to the dual in the morning Eliza comes and tries to get him to go to bed and he just says "I just need to write this down". Hamilton wrote enough to fill 26 volumes in his life and we don't even have half of it. Letters and ideas and poems and guys....

I just want to have the same dedication to my journal that he had to everything he ever wrote. Ya know? I want to write like I'm running out of time and leave so much. Ya know?